I don’t know how I feel about anything, I feel like I just need to go one day at a time. All I know is that I want to go home, I want to be in Garland, I want to hang out with Dillion, Gaby, and Andy. I want it to be summer, I don’t want to be here. I feel so overwhelmed it’s unreal. Everything is everywhere and I don’t like it, I don’t like not having control. I want to be at SFA I want you here to help me. I’m sad, I’m scared, I’m ridiculous. The only thing I wanna do here is listen to Jonny Craig. I want it to be summer, I want to be free from all these things that tie me down.
I could have been anything why did I have to be a human.
This paper shouldn’t be so hard. It’s only two pages. But I feel like I’m going completely off topic. I’m suppose to be talking about how the public felt about LBJ throughout his presidency. But I seem to be writing a biography.
Erasing someone from your life.
I hate people who feign my interest. I love anime, RPG video games, MMORPs, astronomy, rocks, livestock, fashion, the middle ages , gore, horror, morbid things, the 80’s and 90’s. I hate people who act and pretend to be interested in these things.
- Ohh you like astronomy what constellation did Zeus pretend to be to win over Europa what determines if a constellation is in the zodiac.
- Ohh you like the middle ages what type of clothing did the women wear and name a torture device.
- Ohh you like horror movies name 3 that weren’t Rob Zombie films or that have been remade.
- Ohh you like gore go look up some on Reddit for a while and tell me if you can handle it.
- Ohh you’re vintage but you were born in 1997.
- Ohh you like fashion tell me what Alexander McQueen’s been up too and name something off of the Christian Siriano line.
- Ohh you like video games name 5 RPGs not first person shooters RPGs and then go ahead and name 3 MMORPGs.
- Ohh you like anime tell me some that weren’t on Adult Swim or Toonami.
- Ohh you like showing cattle point out the flank and then tell me what it means when a cow is sickle hocked.
- Ohh you like showing market lambs please tell me a difference between a Dorset and a Hampshire.
- Ohh you like rocks tell me what each months birthstone is.
I’m not saying that people can take interest in something and simply just enjoy it. If someone likes rocks simply because they’re pretty by all means like rocks, I’m just saying I hate people who state that they are all about something and know everything about a subject or topic but when one asks them a basic question and they can’t answer it just stop. You’re annoying and I hate you, get a real hobby and something you care about don’t make a mockery of mine, I don’t want my interests associated with you.
When kids have great animals but don’t know what they’re doing and turn a grand champion into a last place. Makes me mad.
Sometimes I just don’t feel good enough.
Sometimes I feel annoying, sorry.
Why would you think texting me is a good idea? You’re a fuckin’ goon leave me alone.